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05 March 2012 @ 01:06 am

I fixed and then broke my ipod today. I was so proud after i fixed it. The sound was slightly weaker though. So i went to reopen it to check on it and I cracked the screen. I feel absolutely devastated. Ive had it since i graduated high school. I bought it with my own paycheck. I cant afford a new one. I had it fixed why did i get so nit picky. Ive been crying about it for the last 45 minutes. I feel like a little kid and i really wish catherine were here. She would really understand and try to make me feel better. Im so heartbroken.

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09 December 2011 @ 12:39 am

I think no one's gonna remember my birthday except Sue and my mom. I wish I was okay with that.

17 November 2011 @ 01:43 am
Let's be honest. I just want to talk to you and for everything to be okay. That's all I ever want.
05 November 2011 @ 03:06 am
Do you honestly think that I wanted to hear about the details of someone touching you in an even slightly intimate way? Like really some gross guy rubbing himself on you isn't a topic I'd ever like to think about much less discuss.
30 October 2011 @ 01:07 am
Never do anything right. Ever.

Current Mood: sadsad
13 October 2011 @ 01:43 am
I hate it when people prove me right. I'll never be pretty.
Current Mood: crushedcrushed
04 October 2011 @ 10:44 pm
You know despite all of this, I feel like a spoiled little rich kid. Things could be so much worse. So what if we sell our house. We could still afford a roof over our heads. I want to sell everything I own. I don't want to be so attached to my possessions. They're all stupid conveniences that I don't need. I don't need my stereo or my laptop. I don't need any of this and if I sold it, we'd have money to eat not have to worry about it. I hate myself for being so greedy.

I wish I were a better person.
04 October 2011 @ 10:26 pm
I'm hungry. I think we have literally no money for food this month. Mom got paid days ago and hasn't gone grocery shopping. Fuck everything. We'll probably have to sell our house. I'm so depressed. Why can't this job start already?
I should save money and not go to Pride. That thought kills me, but it's probably the most responsible thing to  do.
04 October 2011 @ 02:48 pm
Sometimes, I still honestly think that no one likes me and I'll always be that person that people just put up with...just to be nice.
07 September 2011 @ 01:50 pm
why am I such a fuck up?